This is just some awful journal entry to show that I'm still alive, even if I feel like I shouldn't be anymore, but that's the wrong place to describe this any further...

So, uhm, don't expect to see some of my work during the next days / weeks / months, I'm just not in the right mood, as you can see beneath... There WILL be some pictures, but I don't really know when...

And now, something that most of you won't be interested in, but I just wanted to say something to my all-time best friend, sp-Illana... Nothing special, simply a small "thank you", because she always gives me a bright smile on my face, even if my feelings are ruled by sadness... And I want everyone to know what she means to me...
(Any english speaking people, don't get the following sentence wrong, it's just part of her nickname )
Thank you so much for everything, Wankalein ^^ I'm sure you know what you are to me, and when you have read this, feel free to cut my head off or tell me what you think about this, because I want to know wether this was right or not...
I've done so many wrong things in the past, so I hope this won't be another one...